Oh my gosh! I'm pregnant! I can't believe it! I spent the last few days thinking I had to be because I'm already experiencing every symptom in the book, but it was confirmed by the very positive pregnancy test today! I'm so excited. I thought I would be scared, but I'm actually doing pretty good, I'm just channeling calm, positive, and happy feelings! My initial guess is this is a little boy! We will know in a few months. I always said with Bailey "I think it's a boy" for Ben's sake, but deep down my gut always said girl, but his time I really feel like it's a boy! I guess I have a 50% chance of being right! I would love a little boy, but another little girl would be just as wonderful. We will see what we are blessed with.
Of course I am already puking. It happened so early this time around! I'm just 4 weeks. Usually I can get to 6 weeks without getting sick. I'm exhausted and I can smell everything which makes me more sick. Grocery shopping was torture last night and that was my biggest clue that I was for sure pregnant.
I have a super cute idea about how we will tell our parents at Thanksgiving. Not sure if we will tell extended family at Thanksgiving or at Christmas. I'm thinking Christmas after my 8 week appointment. We will also tell close friends at this time as well and the rest of the world will have to wait until a little bit later. I have to do what I feel most comfortable doing and I want to be selfish and just enjoy this with Ben. I'm really excited to tell family in person. With clara and Bailey it was over the phone because I knew I wouldn't see them for awhile. I can't wait to see their reactions. I'll have to avoid talking to me mom on the phone this week because it's so hard for me to keep this from her, but I don't want to rob myself of the joy of telling her and my dad together. We will of course tell our siblings at Thanksgiving as well.
And I can most definitely say that with this tiny blessing we are done! No more than 3 so I really want to just love every moment and enjoy this because it will be the very last time. I think Ben is ready to make some permanent decisions as soon as baby is born and might even do so before the baby is born! Wow... Another baby! I just can't believe it.
Thank you so much for this blessing God. Please help me to remain calm and I just pray that everything is okay. I trust in your Lord to know what is best and how things will/should work out.
I'll share this blog in a few months, keeping it private for now!
XOXO
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