Rambling thoughts...

Wow! It's been so long since I've written. I've been holding back and wanting to keep my thoughts private. Feeling so many things tonight. Excitement over my baby boy and the fact that I am 25 weeks! 15 weeks until he is on my arms! But, mostly tonight I am feeling sad that my dad has cancer. I just hate that it's part of my life, our life. I was looking at pre-cancer pictures and I had to stop because I was getting so upset. I know I'll get out of this funk, but tonight I'm just going to allow myself to be sad and feel the pain. Okay, pity party over, just needed to vent! We will survive...