Wednesday, April 15, 2015

Rambling thoughts...

Wow! It's been so long since I've written. I've been holding back and wanting to keep my thoughts private. Feeling so many things tonight. Excitement over my baby boy and the fact that I am 25 weeks! 15 weeks until he is on my arms! But, mostly tonight I am feeling sad that my dad has cancer. I just hate that it's part of my life, our life. I was looking at pre-cancer pictures and I had to stop because I was getting so upset. I know I'll get out of this funk, but tonight I'm just going to allow myself to be sad and feel the pain. Okay, pity party over, just needed to vent! We will survive...

Wednesday, January 7, 2015

11 weeks 2 days

I'm so close to the end of my first trimester and hopefully the end of morning sickness! Blah! It's been so tough this time around! But, at least baby was super easy to find and the doctor picked up the heartbeat right away! It's a magical moment sharing that with my first born! Clara was so excited! We want to include her and Bailey as much as possible in this pregnancy! We are even hoping to choose a name as a family. I love the idea of them having a say (and yes we banned Minnie Mouse and princess whatever...) Lol! Ben and I will be giving the options! So fun! 

Here I am at 11 weeks and 2 days: 

I'll write again soon! 
XOXO